Hello
I’m not a rampant poster, but I certainly have whacked up some strange ones over the years (ty alcohol influenced forum spamming). I think it is time I put up something interesting, and perhaps informative.
Over the years, I told people in the ET community various reasons about why I am no longer working for the Australian government, specifically, Immigration, for whom I worked for 7 years prior. Some of it was half-truths; some of it was utter bs. At the moment, I am trying to get my back problems fixed so I can return to working for them, but I am having mixed feelings about whether or not I actually want to work for the government again, even though they have said they would be willing to take me back.
You will note that my forum profile states that I am a pensioner; a disability pensioner, in fact, diagnosed with Schizophrenia. In fact , we both have been diagnosed with it (just kidding :P). My doctor came up with that diagnosis because she thought I was delusional, but I diagnose her as ignorant. Largely, I was struggling with anxiety and depression with something specific, but I will only give you general information here.
Needless to say, the video links (and I prefer links over embedding myself) are somewhat related, but I won’t give you specifics. I must say though, that they contain adult themes, and should only be viewed by those who are mature enough to handle said themes.
[url] http://www.theufochronicles.com/2011/09 … gence.html[/url]
[url] http://www.theufochronicles.com/2011/08 … gress.html[/url]
Before you start thinking “hell, this dude was pissed and started posting” I would add that I have done this specifically and intentionally, and it is merely coincidental that I am posting it at 2.30am. I am on pain medication, so I basically sleep twice a day, which is annoying but essential at this time. Basically, I do not care if I broadcast that I have had mental health issues, as from what I can see from day to day, most of the world does, and it does not bother me that people know about it.
I posted this because I felt obligated to perhaps rectify some wrongs about what I have told people, and in a broader sense, perhaps give some people information about where the world is headed; I say perhaps, because every individual can make up their own mind.
Take care, Adrian
“And She did throw a wave to a particle, relatively, and generally, often, pausing only to spraypaint some antimatter with bricks.” Verse 6, Chapter 9, Book of AsTrollogy, The Psychic Testament
I personally don’t/won’t think any differently of you as a person, and this post does give us a more personal insight into one of the funnest members of the ET community (even if you are a rnade whore)
I bet it took alot for you to say all this so publically, so well done for posting man.
Love <3
If you wanted to be my friend you wouldnt say i have pooey pants
NickelKroegerBack or GTFO!
Props to you good sir.
Not everyone is perfect IRL and I applaud you for being up front.
ggz – noob.
Test.
Have to admit Blood, the title had me fooled. I thought you were going to make an announcement of a more sexual nature :P.
All jokes aside bro, you have always come across as very normal, level headed and a great guy over the net. It takes a hell of alot of courage to write what you just did, and i respect you for that. We all go through hard times (depression is something everyone goes through at some point), it’s how you come through on the other side that counts.
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All jokes aside bro, you have always come across as very normal, level headed and a great guy over the net. It takes a hell of alot of courage to write what you just did, and i respect you for that. We all go through hard times (depression is something everyone goes through at some point), it’s how you come through on the other side that counts.
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Well said mate, couldnt agree more.
<3 Blood
by hillyjnr » Mon Oct 17, 2011 2:28 pm
I didnt track him.. my mouse got stuck
Wow mate, the word courage doesn’t really do you justice. I’ve had depression and its very very hard to talk to anyone about.
Kudos to you mate, I thought highly of you before but it just went up a level.
Props to you good sir Nut mang, if you ever need a second opinion, I’m a Dr :banana:
In all seriousness though, over the years I’ve never thought of you as being anyone with problems.
Hope your back problems get better, those injuries are such a b!tch but I’ve found if you do low resistance exercises eg. exercise bike or one of them incumbent exercise machines will do wonders in strengthening the back muscles and lowering the pain threshold.
Your an inbecile full stop.
noobItUp <> sorry I started playing with butz again
Good onya blood. I’ve always thought you were great guy, and will never think any differently from what you have said here. I know how hard it is to tell people about the illness Depression. I’ve been on medication for it myself a couple of times. Some people are just ignorant to the fact that it actually is an illness and may say things like “snap out of it” and “harden the fk up” and so on, but telling someone with depression to harden up is like telling a diabetic to stop taking Insulin.
Also, Ufology is one of my favorite subjects, and have done a sh!t load of research on it. I’m not going to a write a thesis about it all right now…. But for what its worth mate, ( I’m not going to speculate in this thread of what I think you may be going through, or have been through ) but you are not alone by any means.
<3 IB
“If life gives you Lemons, make Lemonade”
I feel ya, bro. (No homo). Dysthymia.
Mer.
Wow! I must admit I had expected either no comments at all, or perhaps some minor backlash, but I was prepared to wear it. All I can say is thank you very much. 🙂
“And She did throw a wave to a particle, relatively, and generally, often, pausing only to spraypaint some antimatter with bricks.” Verse 6, Chapter 9, Book of AsTrollogy, The Psychic Testament
I thought u were like “It’s always darkest before the dawn.”
Oh and here is another one. —> “There is nothing bad that would not turn into good.”
As for the UFO bit…well its an open-end discussion. 😉
Off topic a bit…but UFO’s, I’m sure blood wouldn’t mind me stating this if he keen for a disscussion. I saw some when I was a kid with my Mum at the drive-in. Was four or five lights a long way up in the sky, just flying in formation, so far away they looked like stars. Next day in the paper “UFO’s sighted in Swan Hill” which is a town 300 clicks east, no explanaton was ever given.
It does take an amount of courage to speak openly about mental illness, of any form, and I hope you will feel vindicated by the warm responses you have garnered from your announcement.
I was treated and medicated for social anxiety/depression (Dysthymia [<3 Sunn]) just last year, and it is heartening to see this from another person. We are all burdened in our own way, but speaking about it can lighten the load for some.
OMGZ, KIEFZ. ME[N]TAL ILLNEZZ BUDDIEZ?!?!@#%~
Mer.
We are like so dark and sad. REAL GOTH REPZ. FUK LYF
