We are like so dark and sad. REAL GOTH REPZ. FUK LYF

Trufax.

Agreed, particularly when other people can’t really understand how bad depression can get. Bandido, I have never seen anything unusual but have done some “research” on the issue generally for 17 years on and off – and it became personal 13 years ago. Psychs were telling me for years to not think about it, read books etc. but I only overcame it by stopping my meds (so I could think more clearly, and I’m not advising anyone else to do likewise) and then tackling the issue head-on by myself. There are a plethora of world-wide reports, backed up in news media and sometimes government documentation (obtained under Freedom of Information Acts – heavily blacked out of course; mostly from US agencies) that are exactly the same as what you have described (though there are variations, as you would expect).

*Fist Pump Blood*

I personally have never experienced a mental illness nor have I ever witnessed a UFO, however I am fascinated by both subjects.

No judgments from this end of the keyboard, just respect. One can only express themselves honestly.

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Thank you <3

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This must be correct. Just look at that spelling of “permanently”!

Off topic a bit…but UFO’s, I’m sure blood wouldn’t mind me stating this if he keen for a disscussion. I saw some when I was a kid with my Mum at the drive-in. Was four or five lights a long way up in the sky, just flying in formation, so far away they looked like stars. Next day in the paper “UFO’s sighted in Swan Hill” which is a town 300 clicks east, no explanaton was ever given.

http://www.ufoinfo.com/sightings/australia/8283.shtml

1982/1983.

Not an ethusiast but always has me interested. You’ve been though a lot blood, we’ve seen you when you came down with some pretty hectic sicks :(, it’s good to see though that you ended up with light at the end of the tunnel.

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Know I not supposed to bring up old threads, but I blame Midas <3 Get ready for the launch…